Hi, it has been so long.
My title says it all. My mother passed away on December 8, 2016. Until now, it’s still hard for me to accept it. She was my best friend, I call unto her whenever I am confused of something. She was just a text away. I miss her so much. I still can’t imagine her gone. I don’t know what to do with my life in the future. She was my advisor. If I need something, she is willing to give it to me. She’s willing to sacrifice. Why? Why didn’t I saw the signs that she was already suffering that much? I still have lots of plans for us. Mang, I’m still saving money for our Hong Kong trip. You always wanted to go there right? I’m sorry Mamang if I haven’t been a good daughter to you. If I always gave you headaches. I love you so much my Mamang. Please visit me in my dreams, I just want to see you smile at me, talk to me. You already visited everyone, make them feel that you around them, but what about me? Are you mad at me Mang? Do you not love me? I miss you so much. I just wanna see you.