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kyaaaaa!!!! It has been so long since I last visited you. T_T Sorry for not keeping you updated. Well, as you see, im so fvcking broke and jobless. huhu. :( i just want to say that. that’s all. bye for now Y_Y

i dont have any topic to talk about for now. so yeah, maybe some other time? okay? >_<

Mary Stayed Out All Night (blah. blah, blah…)

Finally! I was able to finish this after a week or so? Haha! If only my mom was not hospitalized and I dont have any distractions, I could have finished this in 3 days. Hehe.

I love this! Really, it’s so fun to watch this. I love every episode of it. I should have this earlier. I was planning to watch this because of Jang GeunSeuk and Moon GeunYoung. Ahhhh, they made such a cute cute couple. It really is a must. Hehe. I love how they fight and they make up instantly. I also like how MooKyul always waits up for MaeRi to come to him. Hehe. I love them both. And also, the OST are so cool! I love all their OSTs. Planning on downloading them all. 

Since I love all the episodes, I also like the scene where JungIn and MaeRi was the running bride and groom. Haha! That was unexpected. Because I thought after JungIn said that the marriage is cancel, I thought he would say to MaeRi, “Go now.” But they both end up running away from the altar. Haha! And this drama doesnt need lots of kissing scenes because you can really feel the love between the two main actors.

I also like JaeWook’s character here. He always seems so cool. Haha! The one when he was on the dining table and was practicing how to act cool when reaching some food then MaeRi comes out and he spits out the water he was drinking. Haha! I love that scene. And also, when he has nowhere to go and had to sleep on his office. And he can’t sleep on the couch. When suddenly his assistant came by and threw away the pillow instantly. It was so cool and funny to watch. Haha!

Oh well, all in all. I really love the drama. Daebak!

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..hiatus?

Haha! I haven’t been able to watch dramas because I stayed on a hospital for these past three days. Huhu~ I should finished the drama but because I was on a hospital with no WiFi connection. Like really? -_- Oh well, but now I am back! I am really back. Hehe. Need to finish the drama before Tuesday comes.. Can I do it? YES!

Arang and The Magistrate (blah, blah, blah…)

Finally! I am able to finish the Korean drama Arang and The Magistrate after a month or so.. Hahaha. XD

So, what do I think about the Kdrama? It was okay. Yeah, just an okay.. Because, i got bored in the middle of it. Like most of the episodes are boring for me. It was an okay for me in the beginning and got excited for the last parts of the drama.. I don’t know why it’s like that for me. kkk~ But oh well, I like the revelations though.. And the twists. It was kinda out of my expectations.. Especially the part where Arang died.. And why she died.. I also like their Jade Emperor, he’s so cute when he smiles. haha.

The endings good too.. They were reincarnated and the cute part was only little Arang remembers it all.. Hahaha.. So cute.. And also, it was shown what happened to the other casts.. So there is no hanging part on it.. They were just cute.. kkk~ well, I personally like Shi Min Ah.. She’s the only reason why I watched the drama. ^_^ 

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My Heart Mourns

I just received a terrible or shall I say a tragic news. TT_TT

While I was chatting with my best friend and a new found best friend, an unnie of mine messaged me saying that Leeteuk oppa’s father and grandparents died. My happy mood suddenly went down to zero or even in negative numbers. It just so sad hearing this kind of news. Three of your family was gone in the same day. It was mentioned that it was because of a car accident. And I will believe that despite of the rumors spreading. And if the rumors were true, I will still mourn for it. 

I cried a lot last night thinking about it. I just wanna go there and hug him. Wipe away his tears, tell comforting words to him. Anything.. I feel so bad last night since I can’t even do anything since the internet is down. I can’t read some news about it. I can’t check how the other members are doing. How they are coping. This is just a sudden terrible news. I didn’t expect anything like this happening to the oppas. I just cant. The year is still starting and this kind of news isn’t bringing him happiness. :( :( :( This year is supposed to be his year since he’s going out pretty soon from his military services.

On the other side, I’m still thankful that his mom wasn’t there. He still got another parent. It will be much much worse if his mother was also there, GOD forbid. Jungsu oppa, please stay strong. You are the only man in the family now. I know you just wanna let it all out since you have been strong for the last, i don’t know how many years ago, but i know you have been acting strong for your members since you are their leader, their hyung. But for now oppa, I just wish that you will let it all out and then stand again for your mother and sister. For the members, and for the fans, the ELFs. Oppa, ELFs wont leave you no matter what. We will always, and forever be here. 

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Indifferent

Okay, I don’t really know if that’s the right word to describe it. But hell, I don’t really care for now. 

My day starts of as usual. Woke up late today since I woke up at dawn to attend the dawn mass. Okay, cut the intro and let’s go to the main topic.

I saw him, my ex. And it was so so so unexpected. Like really. I was at the mall with my best friend. We were strolling the mall since we don’t have any other place to stroll and there is limited time, so yeah. When we were going to get our things in the baggage counter, there, i saw him. It was so unexpected that I don’t know how to act. Should I smile at him? Should I ignore him? What if I smiled at him but he wont smile back? Will he just ignore him because I broke his heart? These are some of the questions that run through my mind. I don’t know what to do that I end up, ignoring him. I don’t know why I did that, but I did. My heart wont calm down. And now, my conscience kept on haunting me. Why did I do that? Just why. I don’t really know why. Or maybe because I don’t really know how to face him? 

Now, should I leave him a message, saying that I’m sorry that I ignored him? Or what? I’m so confused. I don’t like the way I acted when I saw him. I know I miss him. That fact is true. The truth is, I was planning on hugging him and telling him I miss him when I would see him. But I just did the opposite. I just did. *sighs* 

What should I do? Help!