- Arang and The Magistrate (finished) 24Jan2014
- Mary Stayed Out All Night (finished) 27Jan2014 – 04Feb2014
Finally! I was able to finish this after a week or so? Haha! If only my mom was not hospitalized and I dont have any distractions, I could have finished this in 3 days. Hehe.
I love this! Really, it’s so fun to watch this. I love every episode of it. I should have this earlier. I was planning to watch this because of Jang GeunSeuk and Moon GeunYoung. Ahhhh, they made such a cute cute couple. It really is a must. Hehe. I love how they fight and they make up instantly. I also like how MooKyul always waits up for MaeRi to come to him. Hehe. I love them both. And also, the OST are so cool! I love all their OSTs. Planning on downloading them all.
Since I love all the episodes, I also like the scene where JungIn and MaeRi was the running bride and groom. Haha! That was unexpected. Because I thought after JungIn said that the marriage is cancel, I thought he would say to MaeRi, “Go now.” But they both end up running away from the altar. Haha! And this drama doesnt need lots of kissing scenes because you can really feel the love between the two main actors.
I also like JaeWook’s character here. He always seems so cool. Haha! The one when he was on the dining table and was practicing how to act cool when reaching some food then MaeRi comes out and he spits out the water he was drinking. Haha! I love that scene. And also, when he has nowhere to go and had to sleep on his office. And he can’t sleep on the couch. When suddenly his assistant came by and threw away the pillow instantly. It was so cool and funny to watch. Haha!
Oh well, all in all. I really love the drama. Daebak!
Haha! I haven’t been able to watch dramas because I stayed on a hospital for these past three days. Huhu~ I should finished the drama but because I was on a hospital with no WiFi connection. Like really? -_- Oh well, but now I am back! I am really back. Hehe. Need to finish the drama before Tuesday comes.. Can I do it? YES!
Finally! I am able to finish the Korean drama Arang and The Magistrate after a month or so.. Hahaha. XD
So, what do I think about the Kdrama? It was okay. Yeah, just an okay.. Because, i got bored in the middle of it. Like most of the episodes are boring for me. It was an okay for me in the beginning and got excited for the last parts of the drama.. I don’t know why it’s like that for me. kkk~ But oh well, I like the revelations though.. And the twists. It was kinda out of my expectations.. Especially the part where Arang died.. And why she died.. I also like their Jade Emperor, he’s so cute when he smiles. haha.
The endings good too.. They were reincarnated and the cute part was only little Arang remembers it all.. Hahaha.. So cute.. And also, it was shown what happened to the other casts.. So there is no hanging part on it.. They were just cute.. kkk~ well, I personally like Shi Min Ah.. She’s the only reason why I watched the drama. ^_^
I just received a terrible or shall I say a tragic news. TT_TT
While I was chatting with my best friend and a new found best friend, an unnie of mine messaged me saying that Leeteuk oppa’s father and grandparents died. My happy mood suddenly went down to zero or even in negative numbers. It just so sad hearing this kind of news. Three of your family was gone in the same day. It was mentioned that it was because of a car accident. And I will believe that despite of the rumors spreading. And if the rumors were true, I will still mourn for it.
I cried a lot last night thinking about it. I just wanna go there and hug him. Wipe away his tears, tell comforting words to him. Anything.. I feel so bad last night since I can’t even do anything since the internet is down. I can’t read some news about it. I can’t check how the other members are doing. How they are coping. This is just a sudden terrible news. I didn’t expect anything like this happening to the oppas. I just cant. The year is still starting and this kind of news isn’t bringing him happiness. :( :( :( This year is supposed to be his year since he’s going out pretty soon from his military services.
On the other side, I’m still thankful that his mom wasn’t there. He still got another parent. It will be much much worse if his mother was also there, GOD forbid. Jungsu oppa, please stay strong. You are the only man in the family now. I know you just wanna let it all out since you have been strong for the last, i don’t know how many years ago, but i know you have been acting strong for your members since you are their leader, their hyung. But for now oppa, I just wish that you will let it all out and then stand again for your mother and sister. For the members, and for the fans, the ELFs. Oppa, ELFs wont leave you no matter what. We will always, and forever be here.
Okay, I don’t really know if that’s the right word to describe it. But hell, I don’t really care for now.
My day starts of as usual. Woke up late today since I woke up at dawn to attend the dawn mass. Okay, cut the intro and let’s go to the main topic.
I saw him, my ex. And it was so so so unexpected. Like really. I was at the mall with my best friend. We were strolling the mall since we don’t have any other place to stroll and there is limited time, so yeah. When we were going to get our things in the baggage counter, there, i saw him. It was so unexpected that I don’t know how to act. Should I smile at him? Should I ignore him? What if I smiled at him but he wont smile back? Will he just ignore him because I broke his heart? These are some of the questions that run through my mind. I don’t know what to do that I end up, ignoring him. I don’t know why I did that, but I did. My heart wont calm down. And now, my conscience kept on haunting me. Why did I do that? Just why. I don’t really know why. Or maybe because I don’t really know how to face him?
Now, should I leave him a message, saying that I’m sorry that I ignored him? Or what? I’m so confused. I don’t like the way I acted when I saw him. I know I miss him. That fact is true. The truth is, I was planning on hugging him and telling him I miss him when I would see him. But I just did the opposite. I just did. *sighs*
What should I do? Help!
Kyaaa~ this scene always moves me. >_< The way Conan/Shinichi say the lines.. I feel like I wanna be Ran.. Hehe.. This scene almost made me cry even though I have watched the movie twice and saw the picture gazillion … Continue reading
A great way to make peace with your past is to become the person you always wanted to be, to become a better you.
:( The supposedly two weeks stay was cut short. So meaning, there will be no update about James anymore. And once again, I’m heartbroken. I’ve been excited for this two weeks since I can know more about him. But yeah, once again, I failed. Failed big time. If only.. If only.. :(
LoL. Okay, haha. Well, yeah, basically, it’s about a memory which I wanted to forget so bad but wanna kept on holding on unto it.
I think I fell in love in Japan. Yes, I think I did. And no, it’s not the same person I talked about in the past post. This one is new. Haha. I’ve been meaning to tell you about him. Of course, i know his name. I’m a stalker, remember? But no, I wont mention names. Okay, okay, let’s just say that his name is James.
I first met James last November 8th, of course this year. I met him, thanks to my brother-in-law, in a bowling alley. My first impression of him was nothing. Like literally, nothing. I was happy back then, not because of him but because me and my sister was busy talking about some people and we kept on laughing. We were really happy. And then I noticed James, he keeps on looking at us every time we laugh, at first, I thought, does he understand every word we were saying? But then, I just let it off the hook. But after that, I kept on noticing him. And then I realized that I am slowly liking glancing at him. Haha.
I blame his fvcking deep dimples! Like really! His dimples are so so so deep that you can imagine yourself drowning in them. Haha. I like his smile. He’s sporty too. He maybe not that good in bowling, but at least he knows how to play it. So yeah, that night, all I did was noticing his every move. Haha. I know, I know, I’m so pathetic. >_<
When we went home. We went to separate directions. I was kinda, sad about it. Like, the time that I kept on glancing isn’t enough. It’s like, nearly 2 or 3 hours. So yeah, it wasn’t enough for me. Hihihi. We went to the van and one of my brother-in-law’s workmate was with us, we’re gonna drop him off in the main gate since he lives outside the base. So yeah, he was with us. And then when we are on the way to drop the said workmate, we saw James walking in the streets with just a sweatshirt in the cold cold evening. So Kuya* decided to just pick him up also and drop him off the ship. And then, pooof! he was inside the car and I have never felt so happy. Haha. The workmate was the first one to go down, I mean, he was the first one to come out of the car since the main gate is nearer than the ship. James sat beside me after that and damn, he smells so good. You can’t even smell alcohol on him unlike the workmate. Hihihi. And no, I’m not biased just because I like James because my sister approves of it. Approved about him smelling good. Lol. So yeah, and then the destination is now here. James went bye-bye.
That night, I wasn’t really bothered about him. Like really, I was like, yeah, i saw another cutie. And thought that I’ll never ever see him again. But, destiny works in a mysterious ways. Hahaha. November 9th, Kuya* went home and said, Okay, everybody get dressed! We are going bowling! That moment, I thought about the other guy, no, not that workmate, but the other guy I mentioned about on my other post. I was like, Yey! I’m going to see him again and that James. And then I went to the bedroom and change my clothes.
When we arrived in the bowling alley, there he is, with the same sweatshirt or let me just say a hoodie, since it has a hood on the back. Lol. Smiling so beautifully with that deep dimples! Hihihi. Yes, I was looking at him again, hehe. ;) I just can’t help it. His dimples are really attracting me and telling me to look at it. Hahaha. :D And I will always fall for guys with dimples or having that small little eyes. Hihi. He doesn’t have both but he has this two deep dimples in each of his cheeks. ;) So yeah, back to where we arrived there. I was left behind in the counter, but I didn’t mind it though because I was busy stealing glances of him. That I guess were caught by him? Lol. I don’t care though. It just means that he is also stealing glances of me but I was just looking at him first. Haha! So yeah, night passed like that. Me looking at him. He was talking to his phone that time, and it kinda hurt me(?) since, oh I don’t know. Maybe because I was thinking that it was his girlfriend he was talking too. But yeah, I still kept on glancing at him. And then he went home earlier than us. :( So, it didn’t happen like the previous night. Us, taking him to the ship, me being his seatmate in the van, and me smelling his sweet sweet perfume. But, it was still okay to me since, glancing is enough and I had a very good time, playing bowling. Like really, hehe. It was my first time to play it. Hehe. Even though I have the lowest score but Kuya* said that it was not that bad for a first time player. Hihi.
November 10th. The day that I finally know the truth behind James that shocked the hell out of me. The day that my emotions are so mixed up that I can’t help myself but cry. It was in the afternoon while me and Ate** was cooking food for dinner, she mentioned about James. And of course, I like what she mentioned so I asked what about him. She mentioned about him asking about me to Kuya*, since they are workmates and on the same ‘team’. I was curious about what he would ask about me, but Ate** said that Kuya* didn’t told her about what he asked. So, I just let it go. But then Ate** confessed to me, she said that the reason why she left me in the counter behind because Kuya* said something about Let them talk. I was literally shocked! Really? So that was the reason behind it? Of course I noticed about me being alone in the counter but I didn’t realized that, that was the reason. So I was literally shocked and don’t really know how to react. So I just mentioned some lame jokes about it. My mind was thinking so many thoughts, like, WTH? Why didn’t he talk to me? Why is he so busy talking on his phone? Why isn’t he the same in the movies that would make the first move and talk to girls who are alone? Why? Just why? :( Yeah, i felt sad. Ate** thought he likes me, and I like him too. If he talked to me, I’ll be so happy to accept him without second thoughts. I don’t care if he’ll think I’m easy, but hey, I’ll be going home so why not grab the opportunity? But, the thoughts also came that maybe he didn’t do it because he knows I’m going away and he knows it wont work. But at least, he could have just talk to me, right? Like a simple hi and hello and good bye will do. But he didn’t do it. And then Ate** mentioned that on the first night, he noticed that James was always glancing at me, and same on the second night. It didn’t help actually. Because I would really think that he really like me. I really felt so heartbroken by that.
It’s the reason why i cried secretly that night and the reason why my stalking skills, yet again, improved. I searched his social page. Looking for a mutual friend, and then it leads me to one of their workmate and then boom! I saw his name. I know his first and last name! Bingo! Now that I know his name, I searched his own page, but sadly, none of it fits. Nothing came up. Like nothing. So I was stuck. Nowhere to go. Only know his name and that’s all. :(
Up until the day I’m about to go back to Philippines. I was really imagining things that he would somehow showed up. Like a scene in a movie. But sadly he didn’t. When Kuya* mentioned about his workmate will help us to the airport, (since he can’t because he was deployed) I was secretly wishing, praying and hoping that it was him. But sadly, he’s not. :(
I’m back now here in the country and I looked up again the page where I have known his name if there is an update, but then there is no update or whatsoever. So up until now, I am stuck with his name. And day passed, I am slowly forgetting about him because my attention was caught in the anime I was watching. And I didn’t exactly remembered when I have stopped thinking about him.
This past few days I was really happy, not caring about anything. Looking for boys, up and down, looking for a cutie, laughing so hard together with my cousins. I was really happy that I forgot all about him.
Yet I am talking about him right now. You’re probably wondering why I was talking about him when I just said that I have totally forgotten about him. Hear my story, again.
And today, last day of November, the 30th, I opened up my page, just to visit, looked up if there is a message or notifications, and there it is. The red mark that reads one new message. I opened it, and it was my sister. She suddenly mentioned his name, and I was like, waiiiit! I wasn’t ready to read his name yet. But it was too late. When I read it, all memories came rushing back. The hurt, his dimples, his black and white sweatshirt, his smell, every thing about him came back to me. My sister mentioned about him staying in their apartment and that he first look at the picture where there is me included in there. And all the thoughts came back, maybe he really likes me? :( i’m so confused.
Okay, Ate** said that she’ll be my stalker. She’ll tell me what she’ll know. And so far, his name is confirmed! I was happy about that. Ate** also mentioned some things. So far so good. Now all I’m hoping is to see his social page so I can stalk him. Hihi. Just looked at his photos though. Hihihi.
Okay, that’s all for now. Thank you for reading. If I have one. hihi :) Maybe I’ll do an update if there is a need to do one ;) ;) ;)
*Kuya – a term I call my big brother
**Ate – a term I call my big sister